Minor steps back

"Two steps forward, one step back" - that's how things go in the NICU according to an experienced friend of mine. Bennett had a minor set back today. They had to increase the respiratory rate setting on his ventilator because his blood gas levels came back showing lower levels of oxygen than they like to see. This isn't a "big" deal, and I'm sure he'll be taking two steps forward again very soon. His nurse said he is probably just really tired from all the activity and stress of the last few days, and that they often see babies starting to struggle a little more after about the first 3 days of the "honeymoon" period.

Also, he has dropped down in weight to just under 3 lbs. This is to be expected, and just like full term babies, preemies often lose weight for a week or two before they start gaining. Our nurse explained that most of that weight loss is really just water weight, so we need not worry. They upped his TPN settings, so he is getting more calories, nutrients and hydration. Once he stabilizes on the vent and with his blood gasses, they will be able to start feeding him breast milk through a oral gavage (OG) tube running to his tummy.

Regardless of what the "stats" say, Ace and I can see that Bennett has really progressed. He doesn't get upset so easily anymore. The nurses have started letting me "help" out with his care more too! Tonight, I got to clean his face (he drools a lot), change his diaper, and help flip him and place his vent tubes!!! I actually felt like his mommy tonight :) He spent a good hour holding my hands with both of his hands and was sleeping so comfortably. It was a very sweet moment. I think he knows me :)

Mommy and Bennett cuddling: